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mood swingsss
May 31, 2005 2:48 AM
2 days ago, it was our 11th month. And on that day itself we have arguements but just for a short time onli. Drag and drag and drag, we left his house in the evening to catch a movie. After the show, dear bought mi a mickey mouse tote bag.
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Well, i'm having mood swing now, rite in this moment, middle of the night. WAD a mood swing man~
i hate myself sometimes. why i must grow so ugly, why so many fats in my body ? why my face so sucks? why i see people happier dan mi? why do i have tt attitude ? why i dun understand his thinking? why am i so bad ? WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY? Anyone can tell mi why ???????
i compare myself with others. I do facial , i always eat less to slim down so that i look slim enough, i buy label clothes, i make myself almost a queen, why do i still envy of those who is so lazy, who is so ugly and don't bother to do any single thing for their look, why they can be so happy while i cannot ??
people are from small house move to big house. MINE FAMILY IS DIFFERENT! i move from big houses to small houses. I used to live in private land property, dan i move to a two storey , and now to a HDB. the simple reason is my selfish father who love to invest housing property in other countries, they buy houses bigger dan we live in here. they want to enjoy life there when they retire. left this HDB for mi when i grow up. wad more can i say ? hais~
conclusion is : i'm not contented with my live...
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